okay, im being a bit dramatic, especially since my due date is 2 days away but my Lord, I AM SICK OF WAITING!
I have had some things happen in the last 3 days but nothing to write home about.
obviously.
But this morning at 3am, i started getting painful tightenings. Not contractions.
This happened and i went back to sleep until 7 am, and the same tightenings kept coming back.
I was not really thrilled because the little shet is still bouncing along cheerily in my stomach.
My midwife came to check that baby is head down, and Yep. Head Down, but she tells me cheerily,
"Oh, youre not in labour yet! you may have baby tonight, ...or, next week"
FARK! I WANT IT OUT NOW. DAMN IT!
Its now 1:38pm, I have had a good sleep....too good it pissed me off.
I want to have a bad sleep, i want to feel REAL contraction pain, not these sissy tightenings.
BRING IT ON LABOUR!
all im doing now is wee, get a tightening, sit down, walk, wee, tightening, wee, tightening, lie down.
and for some reason i am worried that my pains are being brought on by a bladder infection and not genuine labour pains. In which case, I AM WELL AND TRULY SCREWED.
Relle took Maeva to kindy this morning. Maeva yelled at my stomach before she left (she does this most mornings now), and it goes like this: "COME OUT BABY! HURRY UP! WE WANT TO SEE IF YOU ARE A BOY OR A GIRL!". Im a little worried she might chuck the wee thing out the window if its the gender she wasn't betting on. hah.
Hope my next update some time this week is about a brand new healthy baby. Inshallah!!!
take care and alofa atu
